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Tuesday, March 30, 2010

一封写给自己的信

亲爱的自己,不要太在意一些人太在乎一些事,顺其自然以最佳心态面对,因为这世界就是这么不公平往往在最在乎的事物面 前我们最没有价值。

亲爱的自己,永远不要为难自己,比如不吃饭、哭泣、自闭、 抑郁,这些都是傻瓜才做的事。

亲爱的自己,学会控制自己的情绪,谁都不欠你,所以你没有道理跟别人随便发脾气,耍性子。

亲爱的自己,你可以失望但不能绝望,你要始终相信,tomorrow is another day.

亲爱的自己,你不要老是想依赖别人,更不能奢望别人在你需要 的时候第一时间站出来,毕竟你们谁都不是谁的谁。
亲爱的自己,这个世界只有回不去的而没有什么是过不去的

亲爱的自己,别人对你好,你要加倍对别人好,别人对你不好, 你还是应该对别人好,因为那说明你还不够好。
 
亲爱的自己,不管现实有多惨不忍睹你都要固执的相信这只是黎明前短暂的黑暗而已。
 
亲爱的自己,全世界只有一个你,就算没有人懂得欣赏,你也要好好爱自己,做最真实的自己。

亲爱的自己,不要太低调了,有时要强悍一点,被欺负的时候, 一定要讨回来!但是一定不要记恨,小人之见随他们去好了,怜 悯会使你高贵。
亲爱的自己,好好对待陪在你身边的那些人,因为爱情可能只是暂时的但友情是一辈子的。

亲爱的自己,你必须找到除了爱情之外,能够使你用双脚坚强站在大地上的东西。

亲爱的自己,记得要常常仰望天空,记住仰望天空的时候也要看 看脚下。

亲爱的自己,相信你的直觉,不要招惹别人,也不要让别人来招 惹你。
亲爱的自己, 要快乐、要开朗、要坚韧、要温暖,这和性格无关。



亲爱的自己,要自信甚至是自恋一点,时刻提醒自己我值得拥有最好的一切。


Thursday, March 25, 2010

Carnival of Japan 09/10

Bwahaha.. The Carnival of Japan 09/10 has finally came to an end! :)
Cultural Night was a blast! :) Food fair and Exhibition went pretty well also. Well worth the effort!

Minna, otsukaresama! :D

Everything has ended with mixed feelings. A joyous day but a heavy heart. >_< Glad cause to me, it was a successful event. A bit "mm seh dak" cause everyone is now back to their usual daily routine again. Hahas. This is my first time joining an event as a high-comm and it was a pretty good experience to get to work with different people. :) Although there were times when there was a lot of works, conflicts, stress.. but there were also times when we all had fun and had a good time :)
Damn hungry and exhausted and my leg muscles are like freaking pain nao but Ahh, I'm so happy. :'D
Around 6/7am in the morning, worked till morning and went to KFC for breakfast.
wooi sin in action o_o banyak actions lol

 Forgot what they were looking at lol

Hokee: Yeh Yeh~ I can has kentucky fried chicken!
Aaron: Err can you put down your leg, smelly lah!

The yakuzas.

Wooi: Faster tell! How much money you wanna borrow!
WC: *snap*

Our CyberP booth's "jiu pai" :D

thank you wooi sin for giving me this cute finger puppet haha XD

Our cyberpreneurship assignment has ended today as well.. ahh feels guilty cause I didn't help much during the 3 days >_< sorry.. and we forgot to snap a group photo! ahh sad T-T I'll definitely miss our "jiu pai" orange milkshake :P

Monday, March 8, 2010

Imma chubby cookie monster.

 
TAADAA! Half an hour of "hard work" sitting in front of laptop watching anime while doing this cheat-one lace nail art.. haha. ❤ 

However I hardly do this to my nails due to a number of reasons:
1. No time to experiment. Waiting for the nail polish to dry up completely is a friggin boring and time-wasting thing to do. -_-
2. It never last more than 2 days. My fingers never stop moving, heart pain if they kena scratched. T-T Hardwork wey! Requires uber geng concentration to do it kay XD
3. No one will notice. HAHAHA. I mean, who so free will go and stare/look at your nails while talking/meeting with you lol. - -"
Nowadays, I'm too lazy to even put a simple coat of nail polish to my nails, needless to say if it's about drawing on them =.= sighs. But I decided to try it out since it's holiday! :D Have to spoil myself a little after few weeks of stress. fml.  

The tutorial can be found HERE. :)
Thanks vin for sharing the link. 


ps: I'm fat!! T__T 50 friggin kilos! FML.. before this I was asked by my friends many times if I'm in a relationship or what. I said no, then they were like, 'Really? but you look so 'xing fu' woh.' (sarcastically means living a good life) See la, these are the kind of friends I have. T-T fml. I didn't put their words in mind cause I thought my face was always that chubby so maybe they don't see me very often and think I've changed. But another friend of mine notice it too. One day as usual, we went for weekend yumcha session and out of the blue, he goes, 'Yvonne ar, you fat jor wor...'. I was like wth, first time in my life I was told that I'm fat?! OMG?! Should I be happy or what? T-T cause since I was in primary school, everyone told me I'm too skinny and should eat more and yada yada yada. fml, like since when I eat less? -_- Being skinny is definitely not my fault k, what to do.. I'm born like this.  T-T 
Then he continues, 'but you look nicer this way', and 'Everyone! Faster say yvonne pretty!' -.- and there goes my sweats, duno-how-to-respond-situation.com. I don't know if he was trying to make me feel better or what, hopefully not la lol. Don't do this to me la, I treated you as my close friend T-T 
And then after that, everyday, I feel like my pants/skirts are getting tighter than before, -_- I'm not sure if it's some kind of psychological illusions or what, but somehow I feel like I've gained some weight T-T Should I be happy or should I not.. doshiooooo.....
and Today, as usual, I went to the kitchen to grab something to munch lol FML(tamchiak as usual sobs), my housemaid told me, 'yvonne you dah gemuk~', (she went back her hometown for like few months so she notice the difference, that's what I believe T-T ) my brother was there too and he agrees with her, 'ya woh, you dah gemuk'.. OMG.. once again, *falling in despair*..I was being told more than once, meaning I've really gained some weight T-T *bangs wall* what to do.. wth I cannot accept this... *runs in circles* Can someone teach me how to lose weight, pleaseee.. *teary puppy eyes* ToT




 
Seriously, Need to Stop Nom-ing!!