Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Random reminiscences

I saw you and her.
2 years goes by,
It's nice to see how we've developed and grown.
I was naive.
I cried the day you left.
It has died down.
It just don't feel the same anymore.
Unlike the first time I saw you.

We might still share the same obsession.
But someday I'm gonna overtake you.


Monday, December 21, 2009

Holiday Mood

Wooo hoo! Just one more paper to go and I'm fwweeee!
 Time for holiday planning :D Time to leave this mess alone and delete all the unhappy stuffs. Reformat! :D
*Attempting to escape from reality* I know but I just don't care! muahaha
I'm tired of all this shitte. :D
 and.. Christmas is coming! only few days to go.
also to my sis and Jason,
     Happy Birthday in advance!    

     Good night. :)    

*planning planning*

When God decided to give the best gift he could think of, it was not riches, it was not glory, it was not honour, it was not even wisdom. The greatest gift that God gave was himself in the form of his Son, Jesus Christ. This Christmas take some time to truly give more. Give more of your time. Give more of your thoughts. Give more of your heart. Give more of yourself.

Monday, December 14, 2009

We all realise it the hard way.

I've been like uber depressing and fragile since the past few weeks wth
and things just don't seem to get any better.
and I don't know why lately I've becoming more and more sexist,
or to be exact, hating the opposite sex lol wth =.=
actually it started just because some of their species pissed me off
. . . . .
very sweat, I know. (-.-)
I don't know what the hell is wrong with me la.
Someone, Anyone, please get me outta this freaking dark side!
 Shouldn't be pms cause it ended like 2 weeks ago? =.=
anyway, today i found out that by doing certain little things, I gain some satisfaction.
and the certain little things mean

Poking, Digging and Cleaning

very weird, I know (-.-) and please don't think dirty. (-.-)
as I recalled back, I enjoyed doing these things since I was young o_o here goes the list:

1. Poking holes through plastic bags
2. Digging holes at the beach like nobody's business
3. Cleaning holes and narrow spaces
4. Popping plastic bubble wrap
(Bubble Wrap- use to wrap around your new electronic appliances those suspicious-transparent-bubble-sheet-thingy)
5. Poking white foam board
6. Poking/Digging crab holes at the beach, I used to be afraid of them but well, not anymore haha.

and more but these are what I can think of, I'll add them to the list if I remember.
and tell me if u share the same interest,
at least I know that I'm not the weird one XD

Anyway, I realized that even small things can cheer you up.
and same goes to friendship I guess.
We need friends that care with actions, not just some pretty words.
BFF is rubbish if you are never there to share the saddest/happiest moments.
...I'm crapping again, please kindly ignore this stupiak T-T

 p/s: argh, I'm craving for sweet things again. :(  

"To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace."
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Its a blog thing.

Yvonne Tan

You Are Wild and Outrageous

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.

You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.

Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite
passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

I wish I'm that lucky - -"
And who isn't greedy. If you don't fight for yourself, who else will.
but what you greed/fight for will make a different story.
and in reality, things just don't always follow as you say so, and you just can't always have what you've yearned for.
       Sometimes understand that you're actually not that perfect/good can cause a heavy heart that you can never seem to snap out for some time.
I wish I can be stronger, before, now and in future.
I hope this is the path that He has planned.
cause I know that He always does what is best for all of us.

Quote for the day:

Better things are yet to come and greater things are yet to happen, and remember if the world doesn't love you, God Does.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

dai kirai

Bad things happen all the times, this has now been officially the most depressing semester ever.
Disappointed to myself and people around me. Why do most people of opposite sex often think themselves as superior to others? It seems like most men talk to get impression, to stand out, for seeming better than others, and sometimes, some may talk in a rather harsh way, and you have to prepare yourself all the time from getting shot with arrows that come out from nowhere. -_-
Maybe things happen for me to learn something, but it easier to talk than do, I cant help but in oftentimes i get emo-fied easily and bury myself in despair. Even a small action, a sentence from others can put me in depression. wth is wrong with me -_-

It's my first time involving in event planning in uni.
I hope that this will be a big success. Gambateh kudasai minna, aja aja fighto :)

: : Some photos taken during the DaVincci Exhibition I went last week :

(to be updated)

Far away there in the sunshine are my highest aspirations. I may not reach them, but I can look up and see their beauty, believe in them, and try to follow where they lead.

- Louisa May Alcott

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Another random post

Changed my glasses this week, whee..
I can now kiss my old glasses good bye.
Goodbye my faithful companion, thank you for being with me for 2 years.
I'll definitely miss you.. T-T
and guess what, my new one makes me look like a robber wth -_-
but I'm just starting to get used to them after one day.
Power increased -0.1, and its now -9.0, freaked me out  ._.

Anyway, the Leonardo Da Vinci Exhibition is here! @ NSC, Bukit Kiara.
His real transcripts and most of the products of his thinking will be exhibited.
T-T I'm sooo feel like going..

For more infos: click here >>


Sunday, November 8, 2009

MLS doodle

Finally done the MLS mind map.
A boring and useless subject indeed..
For the last week we're asked to find methods to help the rats belling a cat,
this week a mind map,
i wonder what's next eh? -_-


Sunday, October 18, 2009

19th Birthday Highlights! Thank you!

Had a great and surprised birthday this year. :) Thanks to all my new and old friends, people from youth fellowship and my family! :) Thank you sooo much for making this day really special. :D

Thanks to everyone who send me birthday greetings through text msges, Msn, Facebook, Friendster, blog and 12talks forum :D Yes, I saw it and I'm very suprised that you still remember me. Haha. I am very thankful for the thoughtfulness and cherish each message I have received. Many thanks!

People from youth fellowship: Thanks all! :D The cake was yummy!
Old Buddies: The Sardin bun and birthday cake was certainly a surprise! Love you all XD
New and old kawan: Thanks for the pressie! I love it! Way awesome haha.
Family: Words can't say enough. Thank you :)
Vinny: Thanks for making the day so special :)
Reeta: Haha I won't cry but I'm very happy. :P
Antony: Thanks for singing a birthday song for me on the phone XD I should've recorded it hahah.

For the most part, almost all of us have this at any given time - friends and family who cheer for us, who love us, and wish us well. We sometimes forget about them in the scramble and busy-ness of the day to day. They're there - those reasons to be happy, those people who care for us - it's just not oftentimes easy to remember they're there.

Sorry and thank you. :')

Saturday, October 17, 2009

19th Birthday

to myself and those who born in 17th of October :D

Time goes faster than I think.
Today, I turned 19.
Well, I've made it through another year.
What am I going to do with my life?


Again, Happy Deepavali people!
and thanks for the fireworks! XDD wth ahaha

Friday, October 16, 2009

Time is running

Fuuh =.= I've been rotting at home like nobody's business for the one whole week since last Thursday. Facebook and Youtube have became part of my daily routine. =.= I guess it's time to myself a life. zzz.. I wanna go out so badly :( but then I don't wanna go out alone. D: Wahai kawan-kawan ku, u heard me? :( Ponteng class and go out with meh~ XD

Anyways, I have been thinking about getting a new watch for awhile now and was looking at watches just now. Some of my watches are not yet died but they're consider broken. =.= The Guess leather watch, the strap kinda like worn out already and the other one is the Vincci watch that I bought it for temporary use, but then the glass also fall off =.= But its good enough for a rm20 watch to tahan for one year. heh.

These are some of the time pieces that caught my eyes :) Most of of them are men's watches thou D: Its really hard looking for one ladies watch with similar design. :( I think I might end up buying a men's watch. =.=

(click on the images to enlarge)

Dual-Time Men's black Stainless Steel Date Watch

DKNY Men's Leather Watch
Analogue quartz movement. Mineral crystal. Black texture round dial.

Burberry Beat Check Watch
I love anything grey, black or while and this just looks lovely. Not sure its for male or female thou, haha. Love the clean, simple design :)

Ladies Bela Bangle Watch
The slim and sleek design is definitely beautiful, but not really the type I'm looking for. haha and I hate watches without numbers =.= It will take me sometime to read. It's awkward especially when someone's asking you the time =.=

And last but definitely not least,

The watch of Barack Obama - Jorg Gray Chronograph

Here are some details of the watch:

  • Product Features Gentlemen’s Chronograph Watch
  • Case Cut From Stainless Steel Polished & Brushed Silver Finish
  • Italian Buffalo Leather Strap
  • High Precision Chronograph Movement
  • Water Resistant 10 ATM
And the interesting part? It can be purchased from :D
Nice eh? Love the details :D But this is not the kind of watch I'm looking for la, too big and manly.. haha

T_T Still finding for a not too bulky-looking one.

Ps. Happy Deepavali to ALL my Indian/Hindu Friends :)

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Happy Mid Autumn Festival

We Heart Us. ♥

Time really flies and it is another time to celebrate the mid autumn festival. Have a belated happy and joyous Mid-Autumn Festival peeps. :) Hope you had fun burning the lanterns. XD For this year, we hold a barbecue gathering to celebrate. Its not really a ''gathering" thou, since we see each other like almost every weekend sooo sien until we feel like stabbing each other in the face with a knife XD ahahaha just kidding :P Enjoy the photos. I brought the wrong camera so don't mind the quality. T-T Lumix is really useless at night and my 2MG mobie lagi tak payah cakap. T_T

This is the day before. Our usual weekend routine, lepak at a cafe and talk rubbish. :P

Dada the emo kid is in despair... Slurrrrps~

I Poke You.
Looked so happy kena poke. XD

The couple :)

Lalala.. I drink beer using a straw :P

Apple Tea actually XD

The night.

Dada's coffee wanna join us for bbq chicken wing and grilled fish -_-
Why same name with my teddy one.. He's alot more leng chai T-T

More to come, in facebook :)
Next time let's hold a theme partae :P


Saturday, July 18, 2009

SP outing!

Being awake for few days in a row is tiring T_T i didn't even get to sleep for more than like 13 hours this week? insomnia kills.. t(-_-t) Went out with housemates this afternoon, actually we were planning to watch Ice Age 3D today, but due to shortage of seats, we terpaksa cancel the plan :( we actually booked tickets on the day before that, but then apparently the cinema were having some ''technical problem'', so ALL the tickets were sold, even the booked ones -_- stupid larr T__T

*jiang jiang jiang jiang* the four-plus brothers in our house ._.
Mina-san, this is the pikachu in our house who always curi our electricity for her thunder bolt charging purpose ._.

We had our lunch at BBQ Plaza, and while waiting for vin and her sis to come and join us, huan and me ate like two starving monsters XD Toooo hungry...

Vin seems hungry also XD *rawr*

MOW vanilla ice cream from Shojikiya. It was O' so yummers! @_@ feel like eating again.. but i think i will try the matcha flavour next time :P

Shopping here and there.

Suka. XD

Argh I need to sleep now. I don't want to wake up tomorrow morning looking like a panda =.= Tired. So many fun to have, So many things to be done. Sigh.