Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Random reminiscences

I saw you and her.
2 years goes by,
It's nice to see how we've developed and grown.
I was naive.
I cried the day you left.
It has died down.
It just don't feel the same anymore.
Unlike the first time I saw you.

We might still share the same obsession.
But someday I'm gonna overtake you.


Monday, December 21, 2009

Holiday Mood

Wooo hoo! Just one more paper to go and I'm fwweeee!
 Time for holiday planning :D Time to leave this mess alone and delete all the unhappy stuffs. Reformat! :D
*Attempting to escape from reality* I know but I just don't care! muahaha
I'm tired of all this shitte. :D
 and.. Christmas is coming! only few days to go.
also to my sis and Jason,
     Happy Birthday in advance!    

     Good night. :)    

*planning planning*

When God decided to give the best gift he could think of, it was not riches, it was not glory, it was not honour, it was not even wisdom. The greatest gift that God gave was himself in the form of his Son, Jesus Christ. This Christmas take some time to truly give more. Give more of your time. Give more of your thoughts. Give more of your heart. Give more of yourself.

Monday, December 14, 2009

We all realise it the hard way.

I've been like uber depressing and fragile since the past few weeks wth
and things just don't seem to get any better.
and I don't know why lately I've becoming more and more sexist,
or to be exact, hating the opposite sex lol wth =.=
actually it started just because some of their species pissed me off
. . . . .
very sweat, I know. (-.-)
I don't know what the hell is wrong with me la.
Someone, Anyone, please get me outta this freaking dark side!
 Shouldn't be pms cause it ended like 2 weeks ago? =.=
anyway, today i found out that by doing certain little things, I gain some satisfaction.
and the certain little things mean

Poking, Digging and Cleaning

very weird, I know (-.-) and please don't think dirty. (-.-)
as I recalled back, I enjoyed doing these things since I was young o_o here goes the list:

1. Poking holes through plastic bags
2. Digging holes at the beach like nobody's business
3. Cleaning holes and narrow spaces
4. Popping plastic bubble wrap
(Bubble Wrap- use to wrap around your new electronic appliances those suspicious-transparent-bubble-sheet-thingy)
5. Poking white foam board
6. Poking/Digging crab holes at the beach, I used to be afraid of them but well, not anymore haha.

and more but these are what I can think of, I'll add them to the list if I remember.
and tell me if u share the same interest,
at least I know that I'm not the weird one XD

Anyway, I realized that even small things can cheer you up.
and same goes to friendship I guess.
We need friends that care with actions, not just some pretty words.
BFF is rubbish if you are never there to share the saddest/happiest moments.
...I'm crapping again, please kindly ignore this stupiak T-T

 p/s: argh, I'm craving for sweet things again. :(  

"To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace."
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Its a blog thing.

Yvonne Tan

You Are Wild and Outrageous

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.

You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.

Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite
passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

I wish I'm that lucky - -"
And who isn't greedy. If you don't fight for yourself, who else will.
but what you greed/fight for will make a different story.
and in reality, things just don't always follow as you say so, and you just can't always have what you've yearned for.
       Sometimes understand that you're actually not that perfect/good can cause a heavy heart that you can never seem to snap out for some time.
I wish I can be stronger, before, now and in future.
I hope this is the path that He has planned.
cause I know that He always does what is best for all of us.

Quote for the day:

Better things are yet to come and greater things are yet to happen, and remember if the world doesn't love you, God Does.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

dai kirai

Bad things happen all the times, this has now been officially the most depressing semester ever.
Disappointed to myself and people around me. Why do most people of opposite sex often think themselves as superior to others? It seems like most men talk to get impression, to stand out, for seeming better than others, and sometimes, some may talk in a rather harsh way, and you have to prepare yourself all the time from getting shot with arrows that come out from nowhere. -_-
Maybe things happen for me to learn something, but it easier to talk than do, I cant help but in oftentimes i get emo-fied easily and bury myself in despair. Even a small action, a sentence from others can put me in depression. wth is wrong with me -_-

It's my first time involving in event planning in uni.
I hope that this will be a big success. Gambateh kudasai minna, aja aja fighto :)

: : Some photos taken during the DaVincci Exhibition I went last week :

(to be updated)

Far away there in the sunshine are my highest aspirations. I may not reach them, but I can look up and see their beauty, believe in them, and try to follow where they lead.

- Louisa May Alcott