We all realise it the hard way.

I've been like uber depressing and fragile since the past few weeks wth

and things just don't seem to get any better.

and I don't know why lately I've becoming more and more sexist,

or to be exact, hating the opposite sex lol wth =.=

actually it started just because some of their species pissed me off

. . . . .

very sweat, I know. (-.-)

I don't know what the hell is wrong with me la.

Someone, Anyone, please get me outta this freaking dark side!

 Shouldn't be pms cause it ended like 2 weeks ago? =.=

anyway, today i found out that by doing certain little things, I gain some satisfaction.

and the certain little things mean

Poking, Digging and Cleaning

very weird, I know (-.-) and please don't think dirty. (-.-)

as I recalled back, I enjoyed doing these things since I was young o_o here goes the list:

1. Poking holes through plastic bags

2. Digging holes at the beach like nobody's business

3. Cleaning holes and narrow spaces

4. Popping plastic bubble wrap

(Bubble Wrap- use to wrap around your new electronic appliances those suspicious-transparent-bubble-sheet-thingy)

5. Poking white foam board

6. Poking/Digging crab holes at the beach, I used to be afraid of them but well, not anymore haha.

and more but these are what I can think of, I'll add them to the list if I remember.

and tell me if u share the same interest,

at least I know that I'm not the weird one XD

Anyway, I realized that even small things can cheer you up.

and same goes to friendship I guess.

We need friends that care with actions, not just some pretty words.

BFF is rubbish if you are never there to share the saddest/happiest moments.

...I'm crapping again, please kindly ignore this stupiak T-T

 

 p/s: argh, I'm craving for sweet things again. :(  

"To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace."
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8